New Year Eve @ Boat Quay, UP

@Ratchada

Only when I grew to love you did I understand the relativity of time — just then, I wished to embrace you forever, hoping that eternity would last just a few minutes more.

A night spent @ Town

Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That’s what it was like for me. I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt that you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.

When you want to spend every waking moment of every single day with him, and no matter what you’re doing, even if you feel like crap, you want to share it with him. When you think of him before you think of yourself, or anything else for that matter. When you want him to know every little thing about you, and you want to know everything about him. When you want to be able to finish his sentences and him finish yours. When you’re willing to make yourself miserable looking at cars, or some guy thing he’s interested in, just to be him with, to have that extra moment with him that you would not have had otherwise. When he is all that you think of, dream of, and you don’t care about anything else but him.. that’s love.

I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, everything you need, or simply just what you want. I want to be yours.

And it’s not only about what I feel for you. It’s about what I don’t feel for anyone else but you.

Christmas Day @ M Hotel